love, actually

the past few days.

firstly, i loved all the little presents received! (:

met up with Tings,
favourite girls and we know some things don't change.
(p.s don't be mad with mom anymore, we'll see you next week! and thanks for lovelyyy wallet :D)

she pulled me and i stayed,
making a mental note i always would.


been seeing Steph almost everyday
HAHA
girl i love you larhh.
(p.s don't be mad that i'm still online and not at your house though i'm an hour late and i bet you're still sleeping!)


ooh. yesterday was ultimate shopping day..
sales everywhere!
Levi's, esp, was a steal.
hehe.

Gemma Ward's gracing the covers of TeenVogue.
whee.
very eye candy. haha.


btw, i'm sorry that i suck in verbal communication.
hahah.
i think it was quite amusing.
but thanks for..i dont know. haha. but,
thank you.
(:


never underestimate the power of a mobile phone.
it truly connects people
you can talk to a few people when you're with one person.
but sometimes the multitasking gets too much (when different people have different problems and it all gets a bit mind boggling) and i feel like i'm split into a few pieces, haha.
but still, i think it's the best invention! after air conditioners. haha.
but anyway, thanks to those who were probably split into a few pieces as well and had a piece of them with me..


and never overestimate 'value for money'.
a 6 bucks pencil can disintegrate faster than one that costs 2. >:c

okay i'm being really random. haha.


alright, my random entry is growing out of hand and Steph's gonna kill me for being ultra late. cutting hair (wish me luck!! imagine how jinxed it would be if i had a bad haircut just before New Year :| KeKe, i put myself in your hands! haha!) and meeting the sec2 people later on..

i'm hope i'm gonna have a mellow New Year's just the way i like it..
(can't believe '05 is over! i feel like it's only been 6 months)


Happy New Year's, all! may the next year be a good one.. (:
don't forget resolutions.

'best'

sleighbells ring, are you list'nin?
in the lane snow is glist'nin
a beautiful sight
we're happy tonight
walkin' in a winter wonderland

gone away is the bluebird
here to stay is the new bird
he sings a love song
as we go along
walkin' in a winter wonderland

Dinner At the Money Table

23rd - Yins + bf's bbq @ his place / Falala @ Indochine
was sucky for me.
really don't wanna talk about it..
so Sabrina Wee, pls do not remind me of Mr. Violent..
my goosebumps surface and my hairs stand.
was really upset. rawr. :c
butttt other than some stuff
guess it was quite fun.
i do realise i like dancing with Freda Kwok (:

anws, the bbq was alright..
thanks for the effort, Yins! (:



24th - CityHarvest
ER. i have nothing to say.
okay i have a stomach-full of words to sprout
but guess it's not suitable to be published so..
anyway i would have talked to close friends about it so it doesn't matter.
-
saw Very. Lovely. Furla wallet.
anyway, thank you thank you thank you for coming, it meant a lot to me, and to Steph too (:



25th - Lunch w Sab + Ree @ CoffeeClub / Dinner @ Steph's
caught up with the girls, FINALLYfinally i'm seeing the both of them together..
and i do like talking to Sabrina Wee
Ree the poor girl had to return back to work promptly after her one-hour lunch break was over :had a mellow and very lovely time at the Cheong's HAHA
Phi's dad whooped up some dish and we had red wine (eugh! we prefer Choya! Choya rocks!)
ahem, and of course, Christmas wouldn't have been complete without Love Actually.
love love love the show.
sigh. (:
and of course a trip to her house would have been empty
without LB :D dunzo. hahah.
STEPH! wldnt have great times / managed my little ordeals without you.
merry little Christmas my favourite manicurist in the world (:


and an edited quote from LB
\ what happens in the club stays in the club.



as you can see
i'm doing the list-my-deeds typical entry
cos i feel like i haven't done so in a long time!


i don't want a lot for Christmas,
there is just one thing i need..

just because it's Christmas,
(and on Christmas you tell the truth)..
to me, you are perfect
and my wasted heart will love you

(special request by StephCheong)

im waiting for the sky to fall
im waiting for a sign.

whateverrrrrr.

return of Tings!
<333333
fab day despite.
:D welcome backk, sweets!!




ignore my lian hair pls. was waiting for it to dry. me and Steph!! (:



now pls kindly ignore me looking psychotic in messy pinned up hair. the star : Megan the cutiepie in my arms! we love furball! ((:

\ enlarge-able.

Letter From An Occupant

thanks for
not-so-surprising surprise, guys (:
and c, pretty kit was ah, prettyyy. haha.

ate too much choc (but thanks for moose, jyingz,
watched too much tv (friends! 5 popcorns for its aww-worthy content. Elizabethtown..2.5 popcorns for its extreme randomness and being a letdown..)



Daydreaming, been sitting, the corner cafe

all the small things

i just want to say
that my blog content sometimes,
shouldnt be taken seriously
cos not every word mean something..
some are just really random song lyrics/ phrases that i feel like linking up
so blind guesses and conclusions jumped are much unappreciated, thank you very much.

ohkay.
that aside,
been missing people.

i want to ask what happened?
but i guess we know better.
i just hope i still have a place
and when youre back things will get better, don't you? (:
i hope you know im talking about you.
you know i'll always care/ love you,
i didn't move on,
you're always a part in my life.
(AWW totally cheeseball :)

today, i
just realised why i prefer iced water to normal water (distinctly different taste!)
watched Aeonflux (2.5 popcorns)
did 5 math questions (first attempt to study since promos ended omgg)
walked around so much (training ah haha)
found how to deal with my BAD haircut (hope it's fine, urgh. hate it when these things happen)
recieved another birthday present (very sweet la.)
was on speed dial for an almost dying friend (okay total exaggeration)
was make up artist again (you're welcome)
ate and ate (but walked and walked!)
am happy.

yesterday, i
went to the mango sale (omgness those people nvr see clothes before?!?)
but spent all my money on m)phosis stuff instead (my other cheap alternative clothing line! mango sizes no longer fit me. it's like zara! sad to say.)
got pissed, annoyed, hurt but then amused, and touched after.
had a good talk over Coffeebean salad and choc (therapeutic!)

sometimes people surprise you
by showing you they care at times when you least expect them too.
so hey Sab,
thanks (:* (i know you'd think the * is gross. IT'S A FLOWER! CUTE OHKAY.)

alright. photos! (yes they are mostly posted on da's blog alr but i dnt care! haha)



the sign dinah painstakingly did for me outside my house and me posing retardedly next to it | us in the bedroom with da's purple design (:



us on King Kong's palm!
(as always, click to englarge)

<3

song of the day!
dashboard conf.; so impossible
I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild or waiting through all your bad bad days
just to end them with
someone you care about
or do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyes
and guys that just
don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them


phi! wo hao xiang ni wo! HAHA.
dinah wong! im (: for you.

now i know what sort of friends stay in your life,
the kind who will always be there and let you know that,
and those who don't let you know, but always worth your waiting for them to.

be the girl

alrightyyy
overall seventeenth was fabfabfab,
thanks for all the calls, sms texts (be it at 11:58p.m or 12:00a.m, or days late), emails, blog entries, tags, friendster testimonials (though i scarcely use friendster..) etc, be it jolted by good ol' memory or friendster birthday reminders or what not, all the smileys made my day. made my days, actually.

+many double takes peeping through the eyehole of my door, hahah.

Ree and Sab dropped by and gave me a surprise at 11ish when i just reached sunny Singapore ((: was over the moon to see my friends! the Msia trip was pretty fucked up. Anyhows, thanks, guys! for the oreo cheesecake, book, and Borders gift card..Ree was being a Dirty little bitch but you are forgiven (:

then Da, Dinah and Mina totally shocked me the following day with a little Happy Birthday sign with balloons outside my house and a tiny strawberry cake. sweet. ((: and sorry for being so predictably late (i paid my price! was caught in my pink nightdress :\) tsktsk many other people were secretly in cahoots in this affair hahah. we ate @ The Balcony and then had our favourite DQ ice cream! (:

am totally touched and exploding in happiness though perhaps concealed by my extreme fatigue thank you thank you, people (:

and just now,
was over at the Phi's
the disgusting girl has now transferred her love from Feifei to Keke
how gross and disloyal but at least Keke did some wonders..Feifei was a letdown! losing his golden touch! hoho.
had a fantabulous time! lb, french manicures, dar williams (for you) chantal kreviazuk (for me), moackable nightpants, packing for 4 days/mths, panda eyes, healthy+frugal meals, Moments..even waiting for the bus Under No Roof proved therapeutic! ahh i <3 you! but i forgot to snoop around for my presents cos you were -GASP awake before i was!?!


anyways decided im far over and under the Msia trip
so shan't bother with the details.
lazy and redundant.

What's this life anyway
What's it to you and me
What's it to anyone
Who are we supposed to be
Make me a storybook
Write me away from here
I need a different now

There's four roads to anywhere
Four ways to everything
We were unbreakable

Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow a smile
I'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After..

Once upon these days

the take on sensitivity is perhaps
over for my case and
under for you.

-

pictures up another day!

-

swear to secrecy?
bull.

mister weatherbee

wish i could be
everything i (and everyone else) wanted me to be.

steph thanks, phi..dont know what i'd do without. (: btw cldnt read your prev msges! wht you tagged in my tagboard's all gone :c LOVE.

will update abt msia trip and birthday soon when im in the mood..
but in advance,
thanks to those who bothered! i've never felt so smiley (:

the milk song

yes Da, you were right -points at blog title. haha

had frugal dinner at amk and watched the very gruesome and sadistic Saw at the Dsf's with SSS (yes we are pretty slow)
yikes! freaking cringe-y and wince-y movie.
but shit smart too.
aye let's watch the Saw II together?? :D
(+Zhongguo town and Balcony 13th k)

speaking of which,
my one day Msia trip is constantly burgeoning..
it has suddenly blossomed into a five day get-away
Genting and KL, i'll be at.
and it SOMEHOW just managed to eat into my birthday.

how..lovely.

on the 12th i'll be blowing 17 candles in the middle of Truly Asia Malaysiaaaa.
(insert dancing birthday hats)

and that is why,
my dear C, you guys can't have primetime 12th..
grr. so i guess whenever will be fine yes.
i told you what happens at my birthday every year :c
not any better this year.
SIGHH.
well was nice meeting you and the Moor for the few minutes
i dont knw wht else you wanted to do at 1130pm at amk mrt station,
but i wanted to go home and take out my contacts hahah.
ANYWAYS did your little sweetandhilarious story spark off any second takers? HAHAH :D
see you darling. maybe you could help me think of what to do about my pathetic seventeenth. <33

can't wait to cut my hair tmrw!
my hair has an uncanny ability to annoy me once it reaches a certain length.
it grows wavy and disgusting.
PHI!
so much for our study plans..
just when we were getting into it (planning Study Sleepover timetable??!?!)
what were we doing all Novemeber?!?!?
sighh. shall cheer up after some LagunaBeach and OC tmrw.
maybe we'll catch some rays and bubble in some warmth
and study a little after my haircut :\ (is that even possible?? i gtg early evening to pack..)
and yes, i guess we wont be able to squeeze in birthday lunch / tea before Sq leaves.
UGH.

so much for getting in better shape by trying out Yoga (Ree's Amore thingy has already expired)
so much for getting in better shape for my academics (DID NOT TOUCH ANYTHING AT ALL except to copy some notes which i totally couldn't even comprehend)
so much for internship/ being employed (other than tutoring on Sundays which is something im not even sure im holding on to at this moment)

ah, procrastination is the evil of all success.
i feel like i hardly did anything this hols and it is beginning to peeve me out.
hate being unproductive but what have i morphed into!??!
a full-time slug/ stoner.

does anyone sense my annoyance here??
i do hope it'll be a jolly trip
and not angst-ridden with secret rolling of eyes.
though i am every inch the Family Girl Awardee (second to Dinah) but you know how friction occurs when there's more time to be often rubbed together..

on the brighter side,
i made two of my christmas presents!
wheeeee.
i think this year's presents are the best!
cos im making part of it!
hope people who're recieving them will appreciate! (: they'd better! only giving a bit more than 10 people so it goes to show they really matter to me AH. ha ha!)

hrmm. maybe when i'm back i'll sort out some stuff
AND dedicate the last few days to get down to having some work done
and enjoy Tings' return + parties + Christmas + New Year's more guilt-free
there's a thought..

Ree! i'd like to know when will you and Sabrina Wee Yue Wen BOTH be finally free..but anyways i have proclaimed the top i bought with you as Birthday Top! haha. MISS YOU. (read about your shopping tonardo..you better save some of it when im back)

rightt.
gotta be seated in front of Steph's computer by 10am tmrw :\ (why are we lying to ourselves)
off i go!
take care, all.

p.s the disappearance of Huang Wei Ting is mysterious and inabilities to carry out investigation has led to sadness. misses.

p.p.s i want JayZZ's Lang Man Shou Ji nownowNOW! somebody send me! :c

ghost of a good thing

playing with a 6 year old for an hour odd + swinging really high (!) + lagunabeach for hours = wooziness + totally worn out.

hahah

I guess it's luck but it's the same
Hard luck you've been trying to tame

rightt. @ Steph's. swinging by forum for some guilt-free Classics!

everytime he held you close
yea were you thinking of me


today is arts and crafts day
i brought my miserable materials and pretended i didnt craft any intention to steal green paint, yellow paint, brushes (yea right..we painted with TOOTHBRUSHES ah HAHA), toothpick, white glue (turns transparent did you know??), newspaper.. paler paler! HAHA

okay lazy to elaborate what else i sneakily didnt bring.

nicenice (: except maybe my ah-soh ness and wittyness was too much to bear haha

and Strange Awakenings, which i shall not elaborate either..
ohkay this is a lazy entry..
shouldn't have bothered..

did i mention i had this terrible food poisoning (shoulder of responsibility unacclaimed and unidentified but suspiciously, from a certain shop, a slice of FREE yummy oreo cheesecake, that worked its devil beneath its creamy shade of delish innocence!!) that still haunts my tortured stomach till this day! >:c

i finally done up a new playlist for the poddie! (yes it includes Jayzz so sue me :)
was getting so bored of the old one..
and i think im getting too attached to the mini..
but how do you shower love on an object?!
it's as unexplainable as having a favourite stuffed toy..
a burning question since i grew out of my best friend Scruffles (my 'pet' dog..i talked..okay and sometimes cried..to?!?!)
(disclaimer: my real best friend was a living and breathing bitchy raggedy ann doll who broke my heart every minute she wasnt making me smile..)

you know they say if you love someone
you tell him/her everything that's on your mind,
share your joys/woes first thing,
will never get sick of him/her,
you'll set them free even if it means leaving him/her,
blahblah,
but doesn't that sound perfect
and we all know love is anything but.
maybe what we think is right doesn't actually counter for anything.
maybe it's just made-up,
cos some dumbass said so
and we're all nodding solenly in agreement.
or maybe it's just me and my excuses..
for everything and nothing
ohmyy what am i talking aboutt!

i finally made my 11:11 wish!
this reminds me of Da..i can imagine her checking her cell and seeing that it's 11:11, mumble to herself and make a wish
HAHAH. did you, kwokiegurl??


but i know,
it's over before it even began.


i havent had a long + incoherent entry in a long time!
i used to do this when im feeling okay and in the mood to be crappy
(maybe i should stop talking to anyone/ reading/ seeing/ thinking about anythingso this stays)
if you compare, it'll contrast
the present and the past.

rightt. i need to stop rambling soon..

TINGS omg i miss you. HURRY SCUTTLE OVER! how was econs anyway? (i need to mention how psychotic your sch is for the umpteenth time to cover BOTH micro and macro within ths short expanse of time and everything?!?! disgusting + erpi!!)

ohkay. this reminds me..
i NEED to start studying soon
gotta gear myself for the formidable terror i shall embark when..
im done with feeling mortified of returning to the books (too late though..heard some already started early last month OMGGGG)
:c

like always, i'll just hibernate in my little hole till it's my cue.

when i needed you the most
yea i hope you are happy
\ the all american rejects

i'll give you my hand
if you reach out and grab it

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world
to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along (??)

i wish you tried.

i need some good ol' laugh-till-my-tummy-hurts sort of fun.
havent had it in ages.
maybe that's all i need for christmas.